I'm not sure if anyone still comes in here and read all these.
Finally...
i've fell into the pool of depression.
i'm making use of sports and excerise to forget the past and just wanna say,i'm simply movin on.
life is simply killing me.
i'm so afraid of so many things.
not sure if i've done wrong or right.
help me?
[ we commited suicide ] at 20:17
hello my fellow readers(or maybe none),i've deleted drivingthetaxi.blogspot.com alr.
no longer going to blog.
and i love my sister,eleanor okay.
hahah.
okay,byebye.
:D
[ we commited suicide ] at 01:36
To whoever is reading this,
i've a new blog.
But it's not really nicely done yet.
So,if you're lucky,i might give you my url personally.
(:
I'm sick and tired of trying to compromise.
I'm just a fucking seventeen girl.
So stop making me feel like i've to blame everything on myself.
I got tired of trying to please people,trying to take all the fucking blames.
At the end of the day,who am i trying to kid?
MYSELF.
UGH.
Not because you always want to win,i've to please you.
I'm your friend and not someone thats your enemy or something.
Or maybe,i feel like one now.
Since nobody reads this,i guess it's good that i rant?
I don't care at all,if you mind or not.
Because this is OUR blog,nor and i.
So fuck off.
I'M BLOWING UP.
I'VE ENOUGH.
FUCK.
-dex
[ we commited suicide ] at 14:35
silly, brother.
i love you too and i miss you so freaking much.
i know it's been sometime since we met up and all.
well, examinations are always the cause of all these driftings.
hopefully, our hearts will still be one when your Ns and my Os are over.
really looking forward to the day where both of us can go out and enjoy ourselves.
hmm, it's your last paper on monday, yet my Os have yet to start !
roar !
and yes, don't let anyone step on you !
i use to let HER step on me, but NO MORE !
it's fare and square now !
people who are hard on us, we shall be the SAME to them !
hoho, i don't care anymore too.
life is better this way, isn't it?
(=
ohh wells !
1 and a half month will pass very quickly !
then we can meet up again !
grins.
ALRIGHT, -looks 5 days ahead HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER !
hugss. LOVE YOU TONS AND PLEASE TAKKAIRE ! :D
-pens down for thw next 1 and a half months
sister, eleanor. (=
[ we commited suicide ] at 13:15
I still miss you,my sister.
(:
I know that exams are pulling us back but hey,exams will soon be done with.
Tho we might not talk much now,i still love you much.
I; Have decided to pull myself away from things that are the least important to me.
I see no point why i should stay and tolerate.
It's all so fake that people comes up to me and say
"i love you and always remember that."
I've been through this so many times and i don't see why,why i couldn't get out.
I should learn to stop being soft-hearted.
I don't think i should be nice to anyone anymore.
Anyway,noone read this.
So,isn't this like a secret diary?
Hahah,goodbye.
Yours truly,
Dex
[ we commited suicide ] at 13:15
Since noone comes here to read,i can don't bother about letting others know how i feel.
It has difficult for me even though i told others i'm really happy.
But it seems like you're happy without me.
I don't know,everything just seems to be so fake.
I've to learn to be alone again
Have to learn to do things myself
Have to understand that the fourth date of every month is no longer real.
Have to believe you're happier without me.
Have to understand that you're gone
Have to know that i'll stand up on my own once again.
I hate breaking down again and again
knowing you'll never care.
My feelings aren't fake at all
but to you,it seems like it is.
I've to know that i'm just no longer someone important to you;
But i'm glad that we're still friends,
back to where we were.
(:
Thanks alot for these memories,
they meant alot to me.
-dex
[ we commited suicide ] at 15:13
It's been a long long time since i blog.
Ey,hi dkkandcmm!
((:
Yesterday i saw a very goodlooking(not) faggot.
Super high heels,super white face(with hell lots of foundation applied),super short ugly skirt(revealing his butt) AND super gross hair.
No,don't get offended yet.
I love gays and that explains i always love Aaron
but this?
HELL NO.
Everyone was staring at home like he's from some planet shit.
Oh yeah,talking about planet.
I watched Pluto moon or something yesterday on HBO.
It's way too cool for me man.
The pool balls arrange it themselves,pizza come out from venting machine.
They travel in this really cool thing.
AYE.
And Prelims are just here and i'm out everyday
and i think i ought to study.
(:
FIREWORKS TONIGHT.
Love,
dex the frog.(REPPEE)
[ we commited suicide ] at 14:42
My mouse alil spoil now,it goes ALL directions.
> ):
I'm going off to sleep soon,
med's taking their effects AGAIN.
Haven't been to school for two days,
i don't miss school,
i miss the company.
(:
Of course they did called me and all,sweet.
I was so excited looking forward to a new specs but i guess now,
all i can really do is to wait again.
I've to understand,sigh.
And i wish i can get to see YOU tml,
seeing YOU makes everything seems fine.
((:
-Dex
[ we commited suicide ] at 23:32
I RIPPED THIS FROM QIAOYING'S.
(:
1)Your best friend snatches away your beloved bf/gf?
Disappointed with my bestfriend and my girlfriend,IT'S WILLINGLY PARTIES ANYWAY.
2)Your crush sounds your friend stead and your friend accepts it?
Their problem lah?I mean,happiness what.RIGHT,-shows face-
3)Your boyfriend/girlfriend has a crush on another girl/boy?
UPSET,hello?Am i suppose to party?Wtf.
4)Your best friend has a crush on the same person that you have crush too?
UH,her freedom?I MEAN,i've no rights to stop her.
5)Your parents disagree with your relationship?
Well,not many parents can accept their kids as lesbian right?BUT WHO CARES,i'm happy!
6)You found out that your bf/gf exists in your life just to make use of you ?
FOOL HER BACK,who the fuck do she think she is to make use of ME?Punch her.
7)You found out that you bf/gf is a two timer?
Ditch her and make sure she and her two timed person suffer.-HEE.
8)You found out that your bf/gf lied to you?
Make her regret and feel guilty about it.
9)Your crush likes someone else (you don’t know that person)?
UPSET,what else can i feel?DOTS.
10)Your crush likes your friend?
GO AHEAD LAH.
Why on earth am i doing this quiz?
GOODNESS.
Bytheway,i'm too upset,depression.
I miss you,
but you're nowhere to be found.
): <
SCHOOL TML,wtf.
Double sadness.
-dex
[ we commited suicide ] at 22:45
I HOPE SOMEONE COMES HERE AND SEES THIS !
i don't know if this period of time, we(FRIENDS) will be drifted.
i don't know if my Os and dex's Ns will bring us all apart.
i hope it won't(i really do).
now, most of us have got back together as a group.
i really hope we'll still stay what we are TODAY, NOW !
i don't wish to have any changes.
and i really hope she(her) can return to us as soon as possible.
hopefully by that time, she has learnt and grow.
DEX, IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY, POST AN ENTRY BELOW, DON'T POST A NEW ONE. SO AT LEAST OUR SAYS ARE IN ONE ENTRY. EASIER. (:
-NOR
UMM,HI?
I'M DEX.
And umm,WHATEVER!
Exams won't drift us please!
WE'LL STAY STRONG TOGETHER AS ONE HUGE FAMILY(THE PIGS).
LAUGHS.
TOO CORNY.
ANYHOWS,I MISS YOU GIRLS.
COFFEE,BITCHING AND SHOPPING SOON!
WO SHI AI NI DE WORS.
-DEX